Change

Sometimes more often than desired, there comes a time where things stop being fun and games. Things stop being easy. And you have to think. Think about what it is you really want. Think about what’s important, what you want to do, what you want to hold on to and move forward.

The trouble is though, it’s never that easy to know want you REALLY want.

It’s so easy to go through the motions of the everyday. It’s comfortable.  But the thing is, if you stop looking at anything other than what’s in front of you, you loose sight. You loose sight of potential futures and even of what was behind. You get caught up in progressive moments that you can forget how you even arrived at the very present moment of existence you are at. It’s only when you realize that you’re approaching some sort of threshold, that you’re not who you want to be, that you then MAYBE start to question the possession, motions, interactions of the everyday. I say maybe because let’s be honest change is scary.  

Change forces you to adapt and what if you don’t adapt? Where do you go from there? I guess the answer is you start a new. You make a plan, you lay the foundations and you start building. You don't rely on anyone else. Because in this life you're the only person who can keep you afloat. Yes. You can hold on to that raft of yours but when dusk comes to dark, when the sun goes to sleep if you're just holding on, you are just drifting. And that doesn't get you anywhere. It's sink or swim.  But maybe, just sometimes, its not always about having to know what direction you're going. Maybe its just about keeping afloat long enough to one day make a decision. Maybe that's okay too. Maybe we just have to trust ourselves that we will make the right decision and know that we can pick ourselves up again if ts not.